Well after being settled in a few months in our new house which of course is new to you hearing about it but we been here like 3 months now. So Adrien has applied to college he plans to go to school for something mainly I think its cause there isnt enough gay men in our area so he feels he might meet a good fella at school, more power to him. He has no patience with Kellan anyways always having to yell at him for yelling at my son for just being a toddler. Just like a few days back he was eating a salad and Kellan came in the room and was playing with his action figure on the floor and he snapped at him for making too much noise. Of course then Kellan started crying. I've notice this place has alot of bug problems I guess from being out in the wooded area and all but its such a pain. Try keeping a toddler from putting bugs in his mouth that has been a challenge. This place also is hard to keep clean I wish i had the money to pay for a maid cause its constant cleaning always dusty nothin like the house i grew up in at all. So I guess as little man gets older I will start putting myself back out there in the dating pool but for now he is my number one priority. I'm doing odd jobs wherever I can cause I can't afford to stay gone too long of hours cause I can't afford a babysitter or nanny right now and the bills too. I still paint and sell the paintings online as I can for extra cash as well and I know when Adrien moves out to college I'm gonna be struggling even more but somehow i will do it we will survive.
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